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(re)[Re]Birth.
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
This journal may contain adult concepts.
Created on 2009-04-21 00:47:17 (#19670298), last updated 2009-12-02
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| Name: | Alice [Hysteria] Fiend. |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1983-09-27 |
| Location: | Buckhannon, West Virginia, United States |
| Website: | MySpace. |
26. + Writer. + Model. + Mother. + Wife. + Polyamorous. + Bisexual. + Small town girl. + Fake redhead. + Horror fiend. + Makeup fanatic. + Musician. + Passionate. + Vain as fuck. + Pierced x 11. + Tattooed x 6. + Ex-smoker. + Occasional weekend binge drinker. + Artistic type. + Liberal democrat. + Feminist. + Petite and curvy. + Obsessed with fitness. + Libra. + Pale. + Nightowl. + Lover. + Survivor.
-- I have the core interests of a gay man except, of course, for my love of pussy.
-- I have a degree in English Literature/well-extended minor in Sociology, and returning to grad school is in my plan for the future. I hope to, one day, be a published author.
-- Usually, I work in oil and gas as a title abstracter, but during a mandatory hiatus, I picked up a second mode of employment -- overnight awake staff of a home for troubled teenage boys -- which is what I'm doing now.
-- I am just starting to regain my voice, as far as standing up for myself is concerned. It feels good to be growing in that way.
-- I think about sex probably way more than I should. Hell, generally, I probably think more than I should. I am also guilty of over-analyzing, but I blame that on my Libran penchant for justice and balance.
-- I love spelling and grammar, but I do not claim to be perfect. Common grammar/spelling mistakes get under my skin, though. Just say no to "your" when you mean "you're."
-- Yes, intelligence is sexy.
-- There are many things in my life that I am comfortable talking about in a public forum because I am not ashamed of these things or afraid that I will be hurt by a misjudgment. This is probably dependent on my audience. If my ability to speak openly about somewhat taboo subject matter bothers you, this is probably not the journal for you.
That being said, I welcome differing opinions and debate but no drama, please.
I am married [since 3.4.2009] to this guy:
martyrsdescent. We've been together since 9.14.2001, and he means the world to me. Without him, I don't know what sort of person I would have become. We have a seven-year-old son Trenton who has always encouraged me to be a better person and who fills my life with an energy that may otherwise seem missing.
Formerly:
ravenousnight (8/2001-2007)
theblissfuldead (2007-4/2009)
I left those journals due to many bad memories, unworthy people checking in on me and just...overall growth. A lot has changed in the past eight years, especially what I consider to be important.
All writers are at least a little mad; I am no different.
"But they danced down the street like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I've been doing all of my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but, burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes 'Awww!'" ~ Jack Kerouac, On The Road.
Don't always expect me to sugarcoat how I'm feeling. I deny no parts of the human condition.
"I was not trying to be shocking, or to be a pioneer. I wasn`t trying to change society, or to be ahead of my time. I didn`t think of myself as liberated, and I don`t believe that I did anything important. I was just myself. I didn`t know any other way to be, or any other way to live. ~ Bettie Page.
I quit smoking after 7.25 years.

QuitMeter Counter courtesy of www.quitmeter.com.
I still have the personality of a smoker, which is something that will never change. I suppose I'll have to indulge my oral fixation in other ways. My lungs and heart will thank me.

Musical genres that I most enjoy: Goth, punk, industrial, post-punk, psychobilly, metal (various), alternative, horrorpunk, deathrock, synthpop, new wave, electronica.
Check out my music review blog :
afiend_reviews
-- I have the core interests of a gay man except, of course, for my love of pussy.
-- I have a degree in English Literature/well-extended minor in Sociology, and returning to grad school is in my plan for the future. I hope to, one day, be a published author.
-- Usually, I work in oil and gas as a title abstracter, but during a mandatory hiatus, I picked up a second mode of employment -- overnight awake staff of a home for troubled teenage boys -- which is what I'm doing now.
-- I am just starting to regain my voice, as far as standing up for myself is concerned. It feels good to be growing in that way.
-- I think about sex probably way more than I should. Hell, generally, I probably think more than I should. I am also guilty of over-analyzing, but I blame that on my Libran penchant for justice and balance.
-- I love spelling and grammar, but I do not claim to be perfect. Common grammar/spelling mistakes get under my skin, though. Just say no to "your" when you mean "you're."
-- Yes, intelligence is sexy.
-- There are many things in my life that I am comfortable talking about in a public forum because I am not ashamed of these things or afraid that I will be hurt by a misjudgment. This is probably dependent on my audience. If my ability to speak openly about somewhat taboo subject matter bothers you, this is probably not the journal for you.
That being said, I welcome differing opinions and debate but no drama, please.
I am married [since 3.4.2009] to this guy:
Formerly:
I left those journals due to many bad memories, unworthy people checking in on me and just...overall growth. A lot has changed in the past eight years, especially what I consider to be important.
All writers are at least a little mad; I am no different.
"But they danced down the street like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I've been doing all of my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but, burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes 'Awww!'" ~ Jack Kerouac, On The Road.
Don't always expect me to sugarcoat how I'm feeling. I deny no parts of the human condition.
"I was not trying to be shocking, or to be a pioneer. I wasn`t trying to change society, or to be ahead of my time. I didn`t think of myself as liberated, and I don`t believe that I did anything important. I was just myself. I didn`t know any other way to be, or any other way to live. ~ Bettie Page.
I quit smoking after 7.25 years.

QuitMeter Counter courtesy of www.quitmeter.com.
I still have the personality of a smoker, which is something that will never change. I suppose I'll have to indulge my oral fixation in other ways. My lungs and heart will thank me.

Musical genres that I most enjoy: Goth, punk, industrial, post-punk, psychobilly, metal (various), alternative, horrorpunk, deathrock, synthpop, new wave, electronica.
Check out my music review blog :
Interests (139):
1940s fashion, 1950s fashion, adult swim, alfred hitchcock, alice in wonderland, american literature, anatomy, angsty female vocalists, antiques, anxiety disorder, aqua teen hunger force, astrology, b-movies, bangs, bats, beatniks, bettie page, bisexuality, body image, bones, boots, brittanys, campy things, cemeteries, chevy malibu, chuck palahniuk, chuck taylors, clarinet, clubbing, confidence, corsets, creative writing, crossword puzzles, dancing, deathrock, debauchery, decadence, decay, divine, drawing, dreams, drinking, eccentricity, edith massey, exhibitionism, fashion, fitness, foot fetish, gay bars, gender studies, german, goth clubs, gothic subculture, grammar, halloween, high heels, honesty, horror, hot peppers, independent film, intelligence, jacqueline kennedy onassis, john waters, last.fm, latex, leopard print, lip service, literary references, literature, live music, lowbrow art, mac cosmetics, married life, metaphysics, mexican food, modeling, music, musical performance, my son, nightlife, old school goth, philosophy, piercings, pilates, pin-ups, pittsburgh, poetry, poly-fidelity, polyamory, post-punk, pro-choice, psychobilly, psychological thrillers, punk, punk fashion, reading, records, red hair, relationships, religious art, religious imagery, retail therapy, retro, road trips, running, sex, sex and the city, sexuality, shoes, short fiction, singing, skeletons, sociology, southern gothic literature, southern literature, southside pittsburgh, spicy food, spirituality, steampunk fashion, sylvia ji, sylvia plath, tarot, tattoos, tea, the beat generation, the mighty boosh, trashy things, twitter, vampira, vanity, vintage, violin, west virginia, wii fit, women, women in suits, working out, yoga, zombies
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Schools:
Academy Primary School - Buckhannon, WV (1989 - 1992)Buckhannon-Upshur Middle School - Buckhannon, WV (1994 - 1997)
Buckhannon-Upshur High School - Buckhannon, WV (1997 - 2001)
West Virginia Wesleyan College - Buckhannon, WV (2001 - 2006)
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